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[26 Jun 2005|05:50pm] |
my birthday is like a week and a day a way!! i am soooo uberly excited! this summer has been an awesome one so far!! ive learned a lot of things this summer its been a totally cool learning experience! i love SuMmEr! woot woot! update more later!!!
xox
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RELIENT K LYRICS
"Be My Escape"
I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You
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Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield
I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, oh, oh
I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes,
but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
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[10 Jun 2005|08:57pm] |
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this summer has been soooo........WET lol its rained sooo much but ive had fun.. working at color me mine is a blast... ive learned that i absolutly love skim milk and that panara bread turkey sandwiches are to die for! so all in all ive had a fabulous summer so far... you live and you learn.. im leaving for chwc and cji tomorrow.. both trips should be interesting!
xox
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[31 May 2005|06:06pm] |
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I GOT A JOB @ COLOR ME MINE! JUJU (lol) AND I ARE GOING TO HAVE SOOOO MUCH FUN!
i cant believe thats its summer! omg its been so much fun ill update later!!! xox
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[26 May 2005|09:06pm] |
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this week has just flown by.... i cant wait for summer.. today i found out from mrs inglis that we could paint the yearbook room wall... i was sooo uberly excited.. so melissa lisa and i came up with a compromise to have a PINK and turquoise wall lol!! im sooooooooooo excited! i <3 PINK!!!!!
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[25 May 2005|03:33pm] |
there are like 3 MORE DAYS LEFT UNTIL SUMMER!!
today was fun my chemistry exam wasnt that hard... then in latin we had a review but nat and i ended up playing poker with the guys lol... fun stuff lol!! then after school sammi katherine reggie micheal and i went to the mall and moes... lol now im studing for latin and going to hang with Bex..... i cant wait until summer!!
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[20 May 2005|04:18pm] |
Buddy holly <3
Whats with these homies dissing my girl?
Why do they gotta front?
What did we ever do to these guys that made them so violent?
Oooo oooo!
But ya know I’m yours,
Oooo oooo!
And I know your mine.
Oooo oooo!
{high pitched voice says: ’thats for all time !’}
Ooo wee ooo, I look just like buddy holly,
Oh oh, and you’re mary tyler moore.
I don’t care what they say about us anyway.
I don’t care about that.
Don’t you ever fear, I’m always near,
I know that you need help.
Your tongue is twisted, your eyes are slit,
You need a guardian.
Oooo oooo!
And you know I’m yours,
Oooo oooo!
And I know your mine.
Oooo oooo!
[that’s for all time !]
Ooo wee ooo, I look just like buddy holly,
Oh oh, and you’re mary tyler moore.
I don’t care what they say about us anyway.
I don’t care about that.
I don’t care about that.
Bam bang! knocked on the door. another big bang and you’re down on the floor.
Oh no, what do I do? don’t look now, but I lost my shoe.
I can’t run and I can’t kick. wussa matta babe? are you feeling sick?
Wussa matta wussa matta wussa matta you?
Wussa matta babe? I’m feeling blue! oh-ohhhh.
{that(s) ma on the roo.}
Ooo wee ooo, I look just like buddy holly,
Oh oh, and you’re mary tyler moore.
I don’t care what they say about us anyway.
I don’t care about that.
I don’t care about that.
I don’t care about that.
I don’t care about that.
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[03 May 2005|03:50pm] |
young by nickelcreek
Young and with no clue
Now I wanna love you
Give me the key to what it's about
Everything I've read
And everything you've said
Prove you're over my head
Help me climb out
{Chorus}
I know that you don't need nobody
Are you sure you're that sure about me?
Hey what did I do?
I've spoken too soon
Listen to this tune
Forget the words
Wait until someday
'Cause when I know what to say
I'll say it in the best way you've ever heard
{Chorus}
I know that you don't need nobody
Are you sure you're that sure about me?
Young and with no clue
I still wanna love you
Give credit where it's due
I've got good taste
It's not like I wanna get married
I never asked you to kiss me
Just don't want you to be sorry you didn't try
<3
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[02 May 2005|04:45pm] |
today was Ms. Basile's mock wedding.. it was fun but it was sooo freaking hot outside lol.. then we all headed over to the media center for the reception.. fun stuff..amanda and i talked a lot today.. i miss talking to her i used to talk to her about everything.. she gave me a new perspective :) i cant wait for wednesday... ROPES lol its going to be a blast... so many cool people are going... me, Ashley, Chris, Leah, Katie, Jenn and possibly Corrie.. omg i cant wait.. i have brought my grades up sooo much since progress report time... i am sooo proud of myself.. so this week should be cool... i mean except for friday b/c i have to take my ap history exam lol fun stuff.. and then saturday i take the sats but.. whatever we do friday night should be fun!
xox
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[01 May 2005|08:05pm] |
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today.. was a usual day.. i worked on my Leadership Project and then i went to my brother's baseball game even though he couldn't play b/c of his stitches in his knee.. what a loser lol but i am a good sister so i went to support his team.. then after my mom dropped me off and i fed a stray cat and then i got ready for church.. megan picked me up at like 4:45.. julie didnt go b/c she had an uber amount of homework to do.. so it was just megan and me.. so we went to chruch and sat with danny corrie and rosetta.. than i was soposed to stay for youth group but i have a huge math test tomorrow so my mom said that i had to be home by 7:45 so i just went to Panera Bread and then now i am studing for my math test and then i am going to watch Grey's Anatomy! should be fun lol!
its weird how things can change so fast.. at times i wish that there was a rewind button so we could go back to the way things were...<3!
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[01 May 2005|10:57am] |
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Dinner Theater was amazing I had such a blast with Corrie and Krista loL I picked Corrie up at like 4:45 and we got to the church early so we sat outside and talked b/c we havent talked in ages lol Than we got asigned our table for the evening we were number 10.. We ended up introducing ourselves like 5 times but our table loved us.. Later on in the evening Corrie, Krista and I acted out a skit for Stephen....sooooo funny..Than I got to see Danny in his bunny costume.. it was soo uberly funny.. than when it was time to serve entrees Corrie and my table was paired up with Matt and Andrew's table... Then i actually dried DISHES i was soooo proud of myself.. then i counted all 86 napkins lol... but then Danny came up to me and was like are you going to Amanda's and Becky's birthday party and i was like yeah... lets see if i can leave early so i asked Mary Lou if we could leave early b/c we had a birthday party to get to... she said YES so Danny and i went to my house he like remembered where it was lol and then we headed over to Amanda's.. we missed the scavenger hunt but we got to hang out with everyone for a bit, thier cake looked amazing and then a bunch of us left so Megan, Julie, Danny and i went to Taco Bell.. so all in all it was a fun amazing night with little bits and pieces of awkardness but nothing more...
A THOUGHT FOR THE DAY: communication is the key!
<3
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most of last night was a fun night! Megan picked me up at like 645 and then we went and picked up Ali Jaffe and we headed over to Applebee's where Chris, Stephen and Bobby were waiting.. than like 10 minutes after we sat down Danny came.. It was weird there was a girls table and a guys table.... i ordered a grilled cheese!! i <3 grilled cheeses.. then the plans were soposed to be that we would go to the movies and see Amitty House Horror but then we all changed our minds and decided to fork Chris Vogels house but it was too early so we went to Publix to get supplies and then we went and hung out at Stephens house.. his house was like a maze because he is getting all new tile so you couldnt step in certain areas..so we hung out there for a little bit and then went by Curts house for like 3 seconds.. then we headed over to Chris Vogels house. it turns out that like his whole family was inside his house while he forked it...then didnt even hear me scream when this huge toad jumped out in front of me...when we started to drive off Chris came out of his house and was like wtf to the forks.. then Stephen called him and was like hey whats up... and then Chris was like "someone just forked my house and then they drove by and honked they're in a van" (that was us in the van) and Stephen was like that sucks... so after a good laugh we just headed back to Stephens to hang out.. then while we were hanging out there Chris Vogel called and came over and totally figured out that we were the ones that forked his house. he came with his girlfriend Sarah and then Julie and Nick came over...after hanging out at Stephens more (lighting firecrakers and playing duck duck goose) we decided to head over to Nick's house and jump on his really cool tramplene.. after we jumped for a while we went inside the house and watched family guy.. oh yeah Sean, and Mike ended up showing up at Nick's house which turned out to be fun... then at midnight Julie and Megan dropped me off home... so all in all friday night was awesome i laughed soooooooo much... but then there was the downside to friday.. i didnt hangout with my best friend and Melissa and Fallon... i guess we had plans planned out from like monday but i never heard about them fully so i decided just to make my own plans b/c i felt out of the loop... i think i need another entry~
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[29 Apr 2005|04:24pm] |
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lets just say its been a weird week!
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[29 Apr 2005|04:22pm] |
"Who's To Say"
Stand up straight
Do your trick
Turn on the stars
Jupiter shines so bright
When you're around to tell us slow down,
We're too young you need to grow
The speed's the key
And they don't know who we are
And who's to say that we're not good enough?
And who's to say that this is not our love?
Mother don't tell me friends are the ones that I lose
'Cause they'd bleed before you
And sometimes family are the ones you'd choose
It's too late now
I hold on to this life I found
And who's to say we won't burn it out?
And who's to say we wont sink in doubt?
Who's to say that we wont fade today?
Who are they anyway? Anyway they don't know
And you say we're too young, but maybe you're too old to remember
And I try to pretend but I just feel it when we're together
And if you don't believe me, you never really knew us
You never really knew
You and I, packin' up my room, we feel alright
But we're not well consumed
We'll be drivin', 'cause they don't know who we are
Who's to say we won't stay together?
Who's to say we aren't getting stronger?
Who's to say I can't live without you?
Who are they anyway? Anyway they don't know
And you say we're too young, but maybe you're too old to remember
And I try to pretend, but I just feel it when we're together
Who is to say?
And who is to say?
And who are they anyway?
Stand up boy, I shine so bright when you're around
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this weekend was a crazy one.. there were fun times and horrible times (<3 ya) but in the end the weekend rocked! who knew so much drama existed in life lol.. but high school has taught me that soap operas don't only exist on tv they are all around us in life and sometimes you just have to sit back and watch everything and laugh b/c life can be sooo crazy...
<3
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[22 Apr 2005|04:44pm] |
omgsh i am so glad that its finally friday!!! i love fridays! this weeks been really weird one but talking it out today with amanda helped a lot!
an awesome quote i found!
The true meaning of the world is the visible not the invisible!
xox
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omgsh i went to the beach today! omg it was such a blast.. after school i went home with ali and we dropped off chris and his sister and then we saw mystery boy like 3 times it was amazing.. then we met up with julie, megan, and nick to head to the beach.. we ended up parking ali's car at nick's house and then we all piled into julies car and headed off to the beach... we decided to go to lake worth beach b/c mike, sean and bobby were already there... lets just say that i hate lake worth.. first of all its dirty and second of all every one and thier freaking mom goes there plus i feel out of place at lake worth... i so perfer palm beach! on the way to the beach there was this scairy car filled with scairy people with gold teeth and they were smiling at julie's car and sticking thier heads out of the window... ugh it was soo funny.. then we were like at a red light and this mexican from in front of us gets out of his car with a BASEBALL BAT and approched the car in front of him like " hey dude i am going to f**k you up" we were alll sooo scaird and then we got stuck on the bridge b/c of traffic and megan hates bridges so it was a funny time lol and then when we got to the beach like everyone was there.. more than half of the freaking football team along with like all of wellington..but we had fun... megan ali and i mostly people watched and made funny comments.. we left the beach at like 3:30 and then we headed home on the way home andrew holloway and caitlyn (they were at the beach also but not with us) were driving beside us and ali decided to throw chex mix at them it was quite funny lol.. so i got home at like 5:20 and now i am studing for history i have to make up a test tomorrow am! should be fun!
<3
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so yesterday was a ltm day... i really didnt do anything in the morning b/c i fell asleep at 630 on tuesday nite and i didnt wake up until 7 am on wednesday so i had to do all my homework.... but then melissa picked me up and we took jay and danielle to school.... lets just say it was a fun ride lol then school was school in latin jill and i had to prepare like a paragraph and then in math i just talked to ashley and emma then in yearbook there was drama lol but melissa lisa and i worked it all out and after school b/c meliss and i were so stressed out we went to checkers lol
today is a half day how cool is that lol... after school i am going to the beach with ali, megan, julie and everyone so it should be fun... ill update later...
xox
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'X' if you've...
(x) snuck out of the house
(x) gotten lost in your city
(x) saw a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states
( ) had a serious surgery
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs
(x) had alcohol
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) made out in an elevator
(x) swore at your parents
(x) kicked a guy where it hurts
( ) been in love
(x) been close to love (MAYBE...more lust than anything lol)
(x) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
( ) broken a bone
( ) been high
(x) skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school ( in 6th grade )
( ) flashed someone
(x) saw a therapist
(x) played spin the bottle
(x) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) bitten someone
( ) been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
( ) been dumped
(x) shoplifted ( i was a rebel in 6th grade )
( ) been fired
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) stole something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend ( but then i tell the truth b/c i feel bad )
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) saw someone die
( ) been to Africa
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been moshing at a rock show
( ) Been to a moto cross show
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
( ) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now.
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